now what?

When your facing a truth you really didn't want to, what's left to do then? Act!
What's my next move? I honestly do not even know, and hey it's my life I'm betting with here.. Actually, it's not quite so serious, but it sounds better.
Yesterday I realized that there is a more difficult part of life then just life itself.. I's called love.
Ohyeah, I'm pathetic. Although, aren't everyone a bit pathetic every now and then?
Just pretend you didn't see this, or if you want to.. that you don't know me.
But at least I'm finding myself, and isn't that a good start?
I'll make up for my mistakes and I'm learning, but when do I get close to a good ending. If I'm still in the startingposition, will I even get to the end? Because it's pretty long way to go..

I have story, I dream of it at night, I long for it everyday. It's my story, and I'm living it when I'm not to occupied with my real life. ;)

This is a side of me, that's as real as any other part of me, it's just that I don't let it out to often. And maybe you didn't know it existed, but now you do. So what are you gonna do with it?
Ignore it? Love it? Hate it? Laugh at it? Cry for it?
Ignore me? Love me? Hate me? Laugh at me? Cry for me?
Maybe you could just take me for who I am..